Working, Working.

Posted by Eva Gale - Under: Crafty Crafty, Moving, Writing

So now that I’ve got this pantry and huge stone cellar, I’m canning and freezing. Peaches are abundant and inexpensive and the zucchini is being zucchini, which means there are 10 zucchini bread loaves in the deep freeze and probably will be many more before the summer is through. 5 peach pies, the blueberry pies are getting done today and I need to get more peaches. The closest farm stand to me also happens to have the best prices, and the corn has been sugar sweet. So next week is blanching and freezing corn and making pickles. I made the girls nightgowns out of men’s dress shirts I bought at the thrift store. They were white and soft and now they remind me of JSS’s Carnation Lilly, Lilly, Rose which is the picture I posted. We even have the lanterns. I bought them from an import store and we painted them with watercolors. (You can’t have a Victorian without lanterns for summer nights)

Writing is in there. I’m collaging. I know, I know, it’s not writing *actually* but I’m hammering out story in my head. In the meantime, I’m living, which is something I haven’t done for three years. The well is filling up, and I’ve really seen how as a writer, you have to LIVE. You can’t sit there and play online and write and have anything to write about. There has to be another side. One where you interact with the world around you in a physical sense and it seeps into your pores, reminding you of scents, and tastes, of laughter and whispers. Meeting the new neighbors and in alongside comments hearing the politics of the neighborhood. I really  think I’ve missed something by just treading water, and living online in this state of suspended animation, and now I’m like a dry wrinkled sponge being thrown in a deep pool of water.

The new ideas? The new writing that’s gurgling up? This is gonna be fun.

To writers: Protect the Writing.

That Was Easy. NOT.

Posted by Eva Gale - Under: Moving, Uncategorized, Writing

Moving is hard work. Much, much harder than I thought. Even though I planned and had a strategy, the physical aspect of it took me unawares. I’ve lost a lot of weight, that’s for sure (which is so not a bad thing). Today is the first day I’m not hauling boxes or breaking them down, and I had hired movers. The main rooms are unpacked and ready, some painting has to be done and the school room has not even *begun* to be unpacked, but everything else is functioning…mostly.

What has really blown me away was how much it all affected my desire to write or be creative. Up until the past two days I thought I might never write again. I mean, I had no desire like a person who doesn’t read has no desire. I didn’t even want to LOOK at a book. All of that thinkingtinkeringwonderingdreaming that goes on in a writers head when they’re NOT at the keyboard had gone far, far away. That place where creativity sits was lost. I couldn’t even bring myself to crochet. But slowly, as my physical surroundings start to settle down, as everything finds its place, I’m getting glimpses of ideas.

What I’ve learned is that it’s ok to be like this. I am a person that needs her surroundings to be calm in order to be creative and for the longest time I thought there was something wrong with me that I couldn’t write through hell or high water. I wasn’t a *real* writer because I couldn’t power through. Perhaps when I have 15 single titles under me I’ll be able to. I’ll have some sort of process that I trust, that I can rely on. But for right now, calm order is a part of that process, and, thankfully, calm order is a part of my life. Especially now that I’ll (probably) never move again (Yes, I love this place that much). I’m seeing an end to the chaos, and that is the ticket, I think. I can’t yet–I’m far too tired, but I know that soon, perhaps a few days, I’ll be able to sit and start knocking at the keyboard again.

Deep Sense of Gratefulness.

Posted by Eva Gale - Under: Uncategorized, Writing

My life is a mess to say the least. We’re moving but not yet. This week, next week, stop, go. My septic is ripped up, not able to use water, wash, toilets, you know how it goes. My life is packed up in boxes and I just spent all day in the Dr.s office. No worries, Dd needs glasses, tis all. The office just overbooked the Dr and I spent 3 hours waiting. With the kids. Thank God a friend lived 5 minutes away and skipped over to pick them up and watch them for me.

In the midst of one of the most tumultuous times in my life, I need to say how grateful I am. Deeply, marrow dwelling gratefulness. I can’t put my finger on why, just that I am. I’ve always been one to say how maintaining an attitude of gratitude is the sugar that makes the medicine of life go down easier.

There. Now onto something more fun…

Look who was trying to say hi!

I would say he was about a yearling, not a big bear like the one who actually ripped that door down last year.

I’m a Magpie and I have no idea which sparkle to choose~

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So, you decide.

First is a contemporary romance. I’m calling it Macaroni Love-it makes me smile. The playlist for it is mostly Dean Martin. First is the first para of the first scene and the first para of the second scene.

1.

Three hours—that was how long it took Lucas Grant Gephardt to regret taking the job in Falconettoville. It was also the amount of time it took him to drive through a single cornfield on his way to the dust mote town in Pennsylvania. He might have thought it a coincidence, had he believed in them. No, this was fate telling him he just made the biggest mistake of his life.

Giovanna Serafina Carlotta Biancotto slapped another rice ball into the pan, not caring that it now looked like a mushroom cap instead of a baseball and flicked her middle finger to the ceiling, sending a blob of rice and egg onto the wall.

ORRRRR my dystopian alternative history with very strong romantic elements and–well, I can’t tell you about the hero. That’s a secret.  Two starts-one in third, one in first. This playlist is lots of Enya and tribal drumming.

2.

Caoimhe first learned her name on the day her mother sold her. For twenty years no one spoke nor whispered it within her hearing. She surmised that was her mother’s intent. Names have power. They give a separate identity. Until that day, Caoimhe had been a her, or it… maybe she. A constant reminder that she was not her own, but an object owned by another. But twenty years could be changed in one day.

2.1

A groan escaped my lips as I lowered into a squat, my chains clattering onto the ground in front of me. What heaven it would be to lie down and close my burning eyes for a nap. But I didn’t know how long I would be kept waiting. Her reeking, corpulent customer had waddled into her tent about an hour ago, and if I had pence to bet, he would have been spent within two minutes if it weren’t for mother’s expertise. Which was why there was always another customer waiting in the shadows at the edge of our campfire.

For fun, here’s two more

3. Steampunk Pirates. Think Great Expectations.

“S’ payday,” the pig nosed cop announced. If he stood the right way you could see clear up his nostrils. He rested his shoulder against her store entrance, his whole frame taking up the small space.

“Good for you.” Keba Joy Melfincheck grabbed the door and went to shut it in the copper’s face. He slammed it back, pointed his baton at her and stepped into the room.

“Now, now, Keba. Ain’t we getting’ on better than this after all these years?” He rubbed at his crotch slowly, making sure she understood his intent.

Like she needed a reminder of what would happen if she refused to pay.

“You’re a sad sack of shit, Henry.” She’d pay him, she had no choice, but she didn’t have to like him and well he knew it. She reached into her apron, grabbed a fistful of coins and held out her hand. “You be stayin’ away from my Katie, you hear me? We made a deal. You don’t touch my girls.”

4. A reframed Fairy Tale-Patient Griselda.

Selda heard the foretelling waves crashing against the salmon granite shores long before the storm reached land. It would have been wise for her to ready the animals and house hours ago, but the loom needed to be strung for a new blanket, and she wanted to be done with it before nightfall. She worked the shutters closed upstairs, and raced to the barn to make sure the sheep and chickens were tucked in for the night. As she closed the barn door, the first fat raindrops hit her head, within seconds pouring down so hard the mud squished between her toes as she ran toward the porch.

“Seldie, come in now?”

“’Tis only a storm, my love,” Selda said, as she squinted, shielding her eyes from the rain as she looked out on the horizon where gray clouds met a grayer ocean. A gust blew up and she gripped the porch banister.

“Sheep snuggled, Seldie?”

Selda gazed through the screen door to her older sister, whose wrinkles belied her mind’s age. Kaethe’s brows were heavy and her dark, teardrop eyes peered out, taking in Selda’s every move.

And, just for pretty

Steeped in the heady bliss of creativity

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Clipped from Magnolia Pearl

See? All that panic paid off.

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We have a house. For real. It’s been a rough ride lemme tell ya. WE had one, didn’t, had , didn’t, had, didn’t. HAD. It’s sticking this time. Unconventional to say the least, too. Our lawyers pretty much hated each other and I ended up saving the deal. ME. Little ole MOI. I was in mamma bear mode, my kids needed a house to live in, Dadgumit. So I called the owner and ironed out the creases. In NJ that stuff ain’t right and pissed my attny off, but a girl’s gotta do what a girl’s gotta do. Especially when she’s had ENOUGH of testosterone. You know how that is.

For the record, this is the third house we put an offer on since January. And this third deal’s been dead so many times the only thing keeping it alive was the sheer force of my will and the hand of God.

24 days till we move.

And now, the most magical part? I feel like writing again. The story I had been working on when my life hit the fan is nipping at the back of my brain again. Under the circumstances of the past three months I couldn’t write at all. I wish I was that type of person who could, but I just flipped out and the stress swallowed everything. Now that things are more settled it’s coming back. I should post the flipped out e-mails I sent Selah about how I thought I was never going to write again.

So, the moral of this story is that it comes back. It does. Once the whirlpool sucking you down to Davey Jones’ Locker eases up, and the ocean waters begin to smooth, the creative well fills and can’t help but spill over.

Sigh

Posted by Eva Gale - Under: Writing

Did you hear that? That was me, grateful to be DONE with edits. They were the sword of Damocles hanging over my head and I hate that. I make it a practice to get rid of things in my life that make me feel that intense pressure. Like my bank account. Finis. Now we use cash and a Walmart Money Card. We do have an Amex but that’s a bit different.

 So how this turned from me finishing edits into financial drawer peeking I dunno. Ah. The Sword.

 Writing doesn’t make me feel like that-I’ve actually been burning to pick up the next story, but I owed those edits and that pressure combined with me having to find houses, make offers, have them fall through then have to find more houses and finally FINALLY finding one (I think we’re out of attny review today on both ends)? I’m feeling like June is Busting Out All Over.

I can now put my total focus on what I WANT it to be on…moving and nesting. Reading my favorite craft blogs, getting in the greenhouse and planting seeds which I should have been doing already. And writing this new story. I love it and …well, I love it. It’s nothing more than being twitterpated with something shiny new, but it’s a great feeling.

Now I’m headed off to the thrift store to rummage around other people’s junk and see what I can bring home to reappropriate. I need something pretty to hold all of my crochet hooks and I actually need to finish some fingerless gloves and a scarf before winter is over.